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Those History , This Stories of mine ...
可以随时牵手， 但不要随便分手‏。

That's Me

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【 Its something one wouldn't understand, unless you're with me here, hand in hand ❤ 】


This Lady

☁ elaine elaine elaine
☁ ✖uefen aka ahxue is my name. ❤
☁ I'm just another ordinary girl
☁ First Cry : 11 August
☁ D. Business Application
☁ Attached to Rick Tan ❤

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Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I want a boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the girls jealous.

I want someone would sing to me at random moments.

A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when i'm acting dumb.

A guy who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh.

And i have it. <3

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
10:18 PM

you should hate me for the way i treated you but you don't.
Maybe that's what love is . not hating when you have just one reason to. the reason is just u love too much.

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
10:04 PM

很想很想 真的很想要， 但是可不可以？

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
6:05 PM

I don't want to be someone that u hate . Someone that only knows how to annoys you . Someone that makes u mad .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
5:25 PM

Lovesick .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
5:05 PM

What can I do or what to bring it back .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
5:00 PM

Have we faded away or just me ?

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
5:00 PM

Urgent and important - my dear boyfriend .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:51 AM

Why the hell I say those stuff to my boi . Why ?

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:50 AM

How how ? Me want pandaaaaaa ;(

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:41 AM

I just can't stop the tears when the mind ' he seems like may leave anytime ' sighhhh

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:39 AM

I want a tight hug ! ;(

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:33 AM

May I have you or can I keep you . Or are u willing to stay ?

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:33 AM

Thinking of what happen if he leave one day . Those tears just auto roll down

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:31 AM

I admit im afraid that that pinky swear promise may break one day .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:27 AM

Learn how to wipe your tears yourself when u have fear he may leave u one day .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:26 AM

No need to sleep tonight .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:25 AM

Now that I'm all alone .
Who can I rely on .
Who can I run to ?
Elaine just shut up and stop all your nonsense

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:25 AM

Have a big cry night .
I hurt him and hurt myself .
Suck thumb .
Tears night

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:21 AM

Sunday, January 29, 2012

 An OFF day just to accompany me. 

MY FATTY CHEEK ! 

My boy have been working PM shift all those weeks. 
kinda didn't see him for days and even at night our chat are like 5min and then i go to bed. 
days have been super busy with assignment and test. 
It's over ! i mean for assignment two and UT2 . 
2 weeks plus to UT3. Need to chiong again.  #SIAN
There's no news about attachment . Does it mean that i don't need to go attachment ? 
Whatever it is.  i want go work during holidays ? I don't want to rot at home and grow fats. 
I want increase the figure in my bank not decrease !! @#$%%$!#@#$#!@$@$#!#$#@$ 

Went out with my handsome yesterday. We spent a lot. especially my boi spent a lot. 
From a 3 digit to 2 digit. sayang wallet naooooooo. BIG hole. 
It's the first time that we went ikea together (^-^)v
 + i bought one pair of high heels. 
+ one long jacket 
+ shorts ! 
+ BLANKET ! 
+ Handsome bought one shirt ( checkers pattern) 
+ one short pants ( black ) 
+ bed pad  

Shop like we print money .(=.=). 


it's kinda fast . Time flies. 
busy here and there. GOSH ! 
Next month is valentine day and 5th month together. 
i don't want flower ( waste money )
Dont know what to prepare and what to do. ROARS. 


Love deardear countless days. 






Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
7:25 PM

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

19days to valentine's day !!!! It's on a Tuesday ! TSK ! Why not on a monday ? Whywhywhy?

Deardear I love you ! Mu ack mu ack hug hug !

Appreciate and loved day !

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
1:03 AM

Tuesday, January 24, 2012


Happy Chinese new year !
Hmmmmmm. This year , brother's girlfriend is here ! Brother won't be so bored ! While me super bored !
Went to one of the relative house !One of the uncle's daughter keep looking at brother's girlfriend ! Envious ? Or jealous or what ?

Went over to mother side , aunty house ! They were asking me why never bring my boyfriend along wor . Sort of hard to answer them. Cause he's also Bian nian ? It's just hard to get along with his family. Not that i dont want . Saw cousin bring along their Gf or bf .. Some sort of hmmmmmmmmmmm . I also want ! Phewwwwwwwwwwwwww . Never mind . My blister going to recover soon ! Oh man ! Finally ! It's a killer ! ;( can't wear high heels ! Sadsad!

Everyone is counting down valentine day ! While I'm not .



Shall go sleep ! Good night !

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
2:25 AM

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

I miss you ! I miss my boyfriend !
I'm tired I'm sleep and I can't sleep now and I don't know why ;(

Been so busy super busy with my assignments and studies ! How I wish I have more time with Deardear but I just squeeze out the time for him. I can so stress out that I nearly cried while doing my coding .

I feel so super distance away from him but I know that he miss me like how I miss him . Time files ! I miss him a lot !

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:01 AM

Saturday, January 14, 2012

I can't handle it again if I'm force to accept another blow . I don't wish to . I still want you .

Maybe I should just shut up and sleep !

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
4:19 AM

Forever giving more trouble . Nothing but more trouble for you .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
4:16 AM

I'm not a good girlfriend at all

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
4:15 AM

That jacket is full of my tears . Insecure feel and elapse mode

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
4:15 AM

Some days I doubt myself if I fit to be your girlfriend or I'm fit to be a girlfriend .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
4:06 AM

Monday, January 9, 2012

I love you more than you'll ever know. I love you more than you'll ever see.. More than my heart could ever show. ♥


Faster come back ! I miss you tons and much ;((

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:21 AM

Saturday, January 7, 2012

How how how how .
Assignment 2 really damn slut ! So difficult and the processing page is so super hard ._. I wonder if I could google search it and I could get it done .

School reopen for the first week . Stress is here ! Assignment are so difficult ! :( can anyone please save me or help me ? Phewwwww !

Don't know why there is kinda a misunderstand inbetween with him . Don't believe me ehhhh ! Saddieeee
Deardear says that I change a bit . I guess so? Kinda change a little so . Roarsss ! Deardear at Malaysia now ! 口说说不想念他！ 但还是非常想念他， 想念他对我的好，对我的爱， 即使我有
时发发脾气他还是对我非常好！ 也许把他当作例说当然吧！非常不好！ 应该珍惜他爱护他才对！

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
10:09 PM

Monday, January 2, 2012

Happy birthday to my deardear (L) !!

dont know what to type.
dont know what to say yo.
celebrate his birthday at settlers cafe. well well the environment there was kinda not bad yo.
Kinda hate action games * had to react fast * I'm born to be slow reaction yo.
sabotage game still better.
i'm tired. i'm tired !
Holidays gottta end soon. And i only left one day.
ROARSSSS ! why so fast derhhhhhh !!
I dont like it ? waiting for public holidays.
no more school holidays during feb and also mar and april. SAD SAD.
gotta start with studies soon soon. X'(
gotta miss my DA BU DING muchhhhh !
emooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:57 AM

it don't matter if the road gets rough,I know you will be there.