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Those History , This Stories of mine ...
可以随时牵手, 但不要随便分手‏。

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【 Its something one wouldn't understand, unless you're with me here, hand in hand ❤ 】


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✖uefen aka ahxue is my name. ❤
I'm just another ordinary girl
☁ First Cry : 11 August
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Saturday, March 31, 2012

I can feel your love . I can't count how many days I could to be with you , however let's mark it as * forever * cause it's countless . And my dear boi , I love you even though the amount of time I spent with u is getting little and little . But u will always spare time for me . Thanks dear ! I know that you are kind of stress and pressure with this and that . I guess and only way I can help u is to be a good girl and don't add another burden for you. . I know you are super exhausted after working everyday for weeks .
However I really hope and appreciate that u could drop some message to me so that I know what you are doing .

Another 2weeks plus and you are going for holidays . I'm sad and happy for you . One is that I will MISS u badly cause 6 days without u . Good for you is that you are able to rest and enjoy 6days without any pressure . Will wait for you to return . And I want to hear u calling me . Deardear , I'M BACK !

Panda bu ding had his shower and it's dry now . ;))

Next Friday will be our 7th month ... And I love you real hard .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
10:20 PM

Friday, March 30, 2012

I'm sorry of what I had for the past 6 month . The negatives one that hurts u badly .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:06 AM

Sunday, March 25, 2012


I was wondering and wondering. Last night i thought i ain't hugging my boi when i fall asleep ? but how come each time i wake up in the middle of my sleep , he's hugging me. <3

It's already the 3 week , he's working everyday. And amount of sleeping time he had is super little. and now that he is sick. Much more worried for him. (>,<)

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
6:19 PM

That's the reason why I hug you tight which i always do. 


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
5:59 PM

Friday, March 23, 2012

I miss you real badly ;(

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
8:53 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2012

How I wish I'm beside my boyfriend now. Taking care of him. Pat pat shoulder ! It's super tired for him as he has been working everyday for the past 2 weeks .

It's always heart pain to see him so tired yet still fixing himself to work and rest a little .

Even if he's tired but he still tries to find time just to accompany me . I'm kinda glad that iep was super near to his work place . Off job can meet him and go home together ;)

Super worried for him . Get well soon my dear boi !


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
10:22 PM

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Every night hug hug jacket . So that I could feel that u are just beside me . Feel that u are with me . <3

Sleeping beside you yet don't want you to hug me it's because I'm afraid to wake u up half way thru . Cause I know I will wake up awhile and I will turn here and there .

I love you even though u are strict . Miss u :)

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
11:09 PM

其实我会怕,会有那么一天,你推开我,再也不要我了。 爱上了你,爱的很深很深。
但我想信你,你不会。

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
11:02 PM

I wouldn't flirting or fall for other people because I love my Deardear .

He says that he wants to give me rainbow . And yes , he gave me rainbows .

I wouldn't want to push you away nor i dont want you to push me away cause I need you a lot ! Really a lot .

I love you .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
12:48 AM

Saturday, March 17, 2012


<< OUR 6 MONTH LOVE & STILL COUNTING ON>> 


I was doing a video but it hang halfway through. SAD SAD. 
And i didn't save it at all :( 
I miss my deardear. 


Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
11:33 PM

Sunday, March 11, 2012

While my boyfriend is busy working . I'm busy missing him.
While I'm having attachment . I do miss my bf too . So fast that 2 weeks of attachment have just passed ! 5more weeks to go . Have to do report real soon ! Perhaps have to submit on week five to supervisor . And hopefully will get back real soon !

It's always heart aching to see my boi with sleepy eyes and tired body but still want to accompany me . I know he love me a lot !

I'm not disappointed or sad when he don't allows me to go out with guys Classmate . Cause I get his point of view . It's not about not trusting me but worried for me . It's how u view it .

A month plus more to go and my Bf will be flying to Thailand with his group of classmate . Time flies !
That's when I will miss him super much cause impossible to contact me wor . 6 days pass very fast one .

Another 6 month more to 1year anniversary! Love love !

Another good improvement it's that his mum finally answer me a 'erm' when I call her auntie .

Deardear , I love you !
HUGHUG !

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
6:58 PM

Sunday, March 4, 2012

I can't reject the fact . Yet I don't want to accept the fact !

Now That I have no life . Nothing .wake up go attachment . Off work either find bf or I shall nua outside and then go home sleep .

I hate my life now ! That's no longer call home anymore . Please go out and rent house .

That's not a must ! Whatever it is . I don't wish and I DONT WANT to care
! I'm thinking if I should attend his wedding or not ?

I don't feel like attending. Seriously .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
7:44 PM

And I'm in the toilet and cried for 30min plus . I don't feel like bothering . Seriously . 心灰一冷 !

My eyes red red ! My nose red red ! My face red red ! I need a chill !
I don't want to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! But I have to ;( there's attachment still going on .

Mom called me twice yet I refuse to pick up ;( sorry mom . If u think another hand . Or in my situation .

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
6:16 PM

Crying crying ! ;(
It's unfair that I must be the one that have to step down !
U get married and then I have to please u merh ?
Get married big deal is it ?
How about thinking about my own shoes ? If I'm the one get married and my bf move over . Will u fucking let the room out and step down .
I believe you wouldn't !

From young till now ! Everything kor kor kor ! Not My fault also become my fault !
Very bias ! Unfair can ! I did the housework . I iron my own school uniform . What else u still asking for ?

Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰
I cl0se My EyEs AnD HoPiNg YoU'Re bEsIdE mE. .
6:04 PM

it don't matter if the road gets rough,I know you will be there.