I was doing a video but it hang halfway through. SAD SAD.
While my boyfriend is busy working . I'm busy missing him.
While I'm having attachment . I do miss my bf too . So fast that 2 weeks of attachment have just passed ! 5more weeks to go . Have to do report real soon ! Perhaps have to submit on week five to supervisor . And hopefully will get back real soon !
It's always heart aching to see my boi with sleepy eyes and tired body but still want to accompany me . I know he love me a lot !
I'm not disappointed or sad when he don't allows me to go out with guys Classmate . Cause I get his point of view . It's not about not trusting me but worried for me . It's how u view it .
A month plus more to go and my Bf will be flying to Thailand with his group of classmate . Time flies !
That's when I will miss him super much cause impossible to contact me wor . 6 days pass very fast one .
Another 6 month more to 1year anniversary! Love love !
Another good improvement it's that his mum finally answer me a 'erm' when I call her auntie .
Deardear , I love you !
HUGHUG !
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

6:58 PM

Sunday, March 4, 2012
I can't reject the fact . Yet I don't want to accept the fact !
Now That I have no life . Nothing .wake up go attachment . Off work either find bf or I shall nua outside and then go home sleep .
I hate my life now ! That's no longer call home anymore . Please go out and rent house .
That's not a must ! Whatever it is . I don't wish and I DONT WANT to care
! I'm thinking if I should attend his wedding or not ?
I don't feel like attending. Seriously .
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

7:44 PM
And I'm in the toilet and cried for 30min plus . I don't feel like bothering . Seriously . 心灰一冷 !
My eyes red red ! My nose red red ! My face red red ! I need a chill !
I don't want to go homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! But I have to ;( there's attachment still going on .
Mom called me twice yet I refuse to pick up ;( sorry mom . If u think another hand . Or in my situation .
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

6:16 PM
Crying crying ! ;(
It's unfair that I must be the one that have to step down !
U get married and then I have to please u merh ?
Get married big deal is it ?
How about thinking about my own shoes ? If I'm the one get married and my bf move over . Will u fucking let the room out and step down .
I believe you wouldn't !
From young till now ! Everything kor kor kor ! Not My fault also become my fault !
Very bias ! Unfair can ! I did the housework . I iron my own school uniform . What else u still asking for ?
Twinkle Twinkle Little Star ✰

6:04 PM